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Sadly, I cannot upload any artwork because of my wonderful pain in the butt magic box. I am so very sorry and I hope I can find another way to do so soon.
BUT anyways, luckily there is plenty of other things to do on deviantArt besides uploading artwork. 🐺
BUT anyways, luckily there is plenty of other things to do on deviantArt besides uploading artwork. 🐺
NEW STUFF/Health Problems
I got a brand new Predator Helios 300 Laptop and an art app on steam called Krita. I also got a pet bearded dragon. First of all, I'm gonna say I did not get COVID yet, but I did get BOTH shots for it. At the very end of Feb. 2021, I was life flighted to a hospital for having literally 0 blood platelets. The doctors didn't know what caused it, so I was there for a week with them trying different medicines on me, when they try this one called IVIG. This powerful steroid came in a liquid and they gave me 2 or 3 bottles of this stuff. It worked and they sent me home, but then I started having side effects from it. I'm still having the side effects but now I'm having other problems like losing my hair and liver issues. Still, no one has any answers to what caused this and what this is.
Haven't been on for a while
Apologies for all the time I haven't been on, there has been some... I guess you could say more changes. I haven't been drawing as much as I used to, but I still plan to post something, if I ever make anything. So any questions?
He was right...
Every single time I feel like something's not right, I believe it's the devil telling me what I'm trying isn't going to happen... And you know what?... No matter how hard I try, it never happens...
I can feel what he's doing to me, and whatever he's doing is making me stronger....
I don't care if he's making me more psychotic, mentally evil, cr-... I DON'T CARE
I don't care what rumors say, the people who made them are just too much of a coward to say that to my face.
He gave me the courage to stand up for my self and everyone I choose to defend.
He made me who I am today, and I'm not going to abandon him for that.
My gift is that he ca
I Should've Known...
I've figured out the REAL truth...
I don't feel love...
I know it's there I really do, I just can't feel it. I also don't feel any reason to be excited, to cheer, or to celebrate.
I really don't fit my name's meaning, willing to be loved....
How do I know?
It's why I didn't feel anything when my mother was crying for me at STAR.
It's not their fault, it is all mine...
I'm sorry I wasted everyone's time...
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Are uploading with your computer or phone?
and btw Hiii!
and btw Hiii!